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:: SELAMAT HARI GURU ::

2011-05-16T16:17:00.005+08:00

Selamat Hari Guru buat semua warga pendidik yg banyak memberi ilmu, nasihat, bimbingan, dorongan, bantuan dan doa pada saya selama ini.... Walaupun sekarang sy dalam perjalanan ke menara gading tetapi berkat ilmu yang diberikan inilah yang membuatkan saya berjaya di peringkat ini...Tanpa kalian siapalah saya....

Terima Kasih Cikgu...!!! Jasamu tetap dikenang selagi hayat dikandung badan....

SELAMAT HARI GURU buat semua guru-guru bermulanya dia

Tadika Perpaduan Buntong
SK Manjoi 1 (standard 1-6)
SMK St Michael, Ipoh (form 1-3)
MRSM PDRM,Kulim (form 4 & 5)
UiTM Shah Alam (Foundation in TESL)
UiTM Perak (Dip in Quantitative Sc)
UiTM Shah Alam (Degree in Mathematics)
Tuition teachers

begitu banyak pengorbanan guru yang tidak ternilai dan tidak dapat dibayar dengan wang ringgit... Semoga yang terbaik buat guru-guru ku semua.... Tiada siapa yang dapat menggantikan anda....

TERIMA KASIH CIKGU!!!

SK MANJOI 1

Allahyarhamah Cikgu Siti Alfiah (cg BM darjah 1)
Allahyarhamah Cikgu Jamaliah (cg BI darjah 1)
Mrs Tong Soon Li (cg BI & Music darjah 4-5)
Cikgu Saadiah (cg Maths darjah 4-6)
Cikgu Norhayati (cg Bm darjah 6)
Cikgu Johari (cg Maths darjah 3)
Sir Siva (cg BI darjah 6)
Mrs Juliet (cg BI darjah 3)
Cikgu Noriah (cg Sains darjah 6)
Cikgu Rastira (cg BM)
Cikgu Rasfariza (cg BM)
Cikgu Hajah Ramlah (Guru Besar)
Ustazah Fatimah ( PK HEM)
Ustazah Norsiah ( cg Agama darjah 1-2)

*dan semua guru-guru SK Manjoi 1 (AL-FATIHAH buat guru-guru yang telah meninggalkan kita)

SMK ST MICHAEL

Cg Nor Hamisah Ibrahim (SIFU Maths)
Cg Aspalela (BM form 3)
Cg Hartini (English form 3)
Cg Nurazizan (KH form 3)
Cg Nor Azura (sejarah form 3)
Cg Saliburi(KH form 2)
Tcher Shulaily (BM form 1)
Cg Siti Noraisyah (BM form 1)
Cg Suriana (Science form 3)
Ustaz Syakir (Agama form 2-3)
Cg Meor (Afternoon Supervisor)
Cg Sabariah(KH form 3)
Cg Liew Boon Ket (Band Teacher Advisor)
Cg Usha(Band Teacher Advisor)
Cg Hasliza (English form 3)

* dan semua guru-guru SMK St Michael, Ipoh.

MRSM PDRM KULIM

Cg Nafsiah (Sejarah form 4)
Cg Asleenda (Chemistry form 4-5)
Cg Nurfalizan (Maths form 5)
Cg Azizan (Sejarah form 5)
Cg Norma (Maths form 4-5)
Cg Azlinda (Biology form 4)
Cg Massery (Biology form 5 and EST)
Cg Wan Norhalina (Add Maths form 5)
Cg Roslaini (BM form 5)
Cg Nik Sobariah (Add Maths form 5)
Cg Zulkifli (Add Maths form 4)
Cg Azah (Sejarah form 5)
Cg Nizam (PJ form 4)
Cg Fadhil (PJ form 5)
Cg Jafni (Physics form 5)
Cg Ashikin (Physics form 4)
Cg Salmiah (BM form 5)
Cg Syarmimi (BM form 5)
Tcher Mardziah (English form 4-5)
Tcher Hamimah (EST form 4)
Tcher Noreha (English form 4-5)
Tcher Syada(EST form 5)
Tcher Mas (EST form 5)
Tcher Alina (English form 4-5)
Tcher Hanim(EST form 5)
Ustaz Shauqi (Warden Asrama)
Ustaz Faiz (Agama Islam form 5)
Ustaz Ramli(Agama Islam form 4)
Ustaz Subri(Agama Islam form 5)
Ustazah Sakinah (Agama Islam)
Cg Norian (Maths)
Tcher Su (English)
Cg Zuraidah (KH)

*dan semua guru-guru MRSM PDRM Kulim.

UiTM Perak

Pn Arfah (Precalculus)
Pn Noor Roslinda (Bel I)
Pn Ireen (Proving)
Pn Nisha (Bel II)
Miss Najwa (Statistics)
Miss Salihah (Calculus II)
Miss Elizabeth (Calculus II)
Miss Anisah ( Persik's advisor)
Pn Faridatul (Bel III)
Pn Normah Ahmad (C++)
Pn Farrah Dina (Economics)
Miss Masliza (Accounts)
En Rahimie (Calculus I)
En Jamri (Statistics)
Dr Ashrof

*dan semua lecturer UiTM Perak .

UiTM Shah Alam

Ustazah Mashitah (Islamic Studies)
Dr Hanim (Writing)
Madam Nazeera (Reading)
Miss Afni (Grammar)
Miss Salliza (Literature and Computer)
Madam Voviana (Listening and Speaking)
Madam Izyani (Drama)
Mr Shah (Malaysian Studies)
Miss Elia (Listening and Speaking)
Madam Juliana (Economics)
Madam Nurul 'Ain (Linear Algebra)
Miss Aimi (Calculus III)
Ustaz Zaki (Philosophy)

* dan semua lecturer UiTM Shah Alam.

TUITION TEACHERS

Mr Fredrick (Science and Biology)
Mr Gunalan (Sejarah)
Mrs Albernaty (English)
Mrs Bibi (Chemistry)
guru-guru Pusat Tuition Indera (primary and secondary subjects)
guru-guru Pusat Tuition ETC (form 3)

khas buat semua guru-guru dan pendidik tersayang...

KLIK

3 tahun lalu....

2010-11-23T09:19:00.005+08:00

Musim-musim SPM ni teringat pulak cerita 3 tahun lepas....That was my SPM....semua perasaan ada pada masa tu....banyak kenangan manis,pahit,masam dan tawar berlaku pada masa itu....

As usual first paper BAHASA MELAYU...keadaan nak masuk dewan peperiksaan di MRSM PDRM amat berbeza berbanding dengan sekolah harian...untuk budak2 dari form 1 mungkin mereka dh biasa tp bdk2 dari sekolah harian pasti rasa satu kelainan....semua orang berkumpul dan majoriti cikgu2 hadir pada pagi tersebut....termasuk pengetua...En Nazir...orang kata macam nak hantarq p haji tu....memang satu pengalaman yang hebat menduduki SPM kat MRSM....

Up till today walaupun dah 3 tahun berlalu, ada banyak benda yang takkan dilupakan dan disimpan selamanya....

A night before the papers I received a card...

for other people maybe ini hanya kad biasa....but for me it really special....I will keep this card forever... it inspires me a lot...the words give me strength.... not only SPM, even when I had final exams at university I read this card too....

I don't know the person who gave me this card still remember or not...but whatever it is I will never forget U....thanks for being on my side all this while...

my preparation on stationary mula sangat awal...duduk asrama kena prepare la semuanya dengan cepat....then keluar la iklan pen stabilo exam grade....dalam fikiran"teringin jugak nak ada pen nie walaupun satu"...tapi sebab busy taklah ingat sangat sampailah pada malam tu jugak this special person gave me the card and also the stationary..bila pulang asrama betapa gembiranya bila buka tengok-tengok ada pen STABILO EXAM GRADE nie....

this is the pen....

BETAPA gembiranya hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu....dan esoknya sangat tak sabar nak jawab paper BAHASA MELAYU guna pen ini....selepas daripada hari tu setiap hari bila ada exam akan bawa pen nie...

This is my short story about my SPM 3 years ago....sorry I didn't include on how about the papers etc because its over and I dont even feel wanna talk about it...just a simple story which I remember each year when SPM comes....

1 Litre of Tears...

2010-11-22T15:24:00.007+08:00

1 Litre of Tears(LOT) is my first Japan drama. Somehow I don't really like to watch japan/korea drama but this is different...

This LOT came while I'm having final exams....

At first I didn't take it seriously but at last I cried because of this drama...

End of this episode I start to think of myself....can I be like Aya? am I strong like her? how the people surroundings? how about my dreams? how about my life?

I'm so surprised and salute her....She inspires me a lot...many things I learnt in this drama....

love

friendship

happiness

loneliness

family

hope

I'm so sure anyone who watch this they will cry....

To Aya ;

although there is no cure about your disease but you already cured many people...in terms of self motivation, inspiration and how someone adapt to their life....personally I thank you for telling me the hope and appreciation in life.....

This is what she wrote in her diaries...

My life is like a flower that hasn’t bloomed yet.

From the start of this youth, I want to treasure it and have no regrets.

Okaasan. In my heart, I know I can always trust my mom.

From this point forward, I leave it for you.

I’m sorry for always making you worry.

This disease, why it did choose me?

Fate. It can’t be put into words.

I want to make a time machine and go back in time.

If it wasn’t for this disease, not only I could I enjoy falling in love but I also wouldn’t have to rely on anyone and live by myself.

I really don’t want to say things such as “I want to go back to how things were before”.

I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on.

Therefore I definitely won’t run away.

That’s what I’ll do. Definitely, always.

Even if it’s like that, I still want to stay here.

Because this is the place where I am.

To be able to be seen as an equal by my friends, I’m really thankful.

“We’ve started to like reading, under Aya’s influence”, they said.

“Ah! that’s great”. I didn’just only make trouble for them…

Thinking like this, I’ve started not mind it that much.

If you look up at the sky after falling down the blue sky is also today stretching limitlessly and smiles at me… I’m alive.

I’m alive.

There are still four days until school ends.

Seems like that because of me, everyone is folding a thousand paper cranes.

The looks they had when they were folding so diligently,

I’m going to keep them deep in my memory.

Even when we’ve been separated, I will never forget them. But… I’d rather hear them say “Aya-chan, don’t go.”

People shouldn’t dwell on the past. It’s enough to try your best in all that you’re doing now.

The sounds, “ma”, “wa”, “ba” and “n” have become hard to pronounce.

I can only breathe out air instead of saying it. So I can’t communicate with others.

Recently, I have been talking to myself a lot. I didn’t like it before,

but to practice pronouncing, I have to do it. I will not give up on speaking…

Reality is too cruel, too brutal. I don’t even have the right to dream.

As I think about the future, the tears will come out again.

Where should I head towards? Even if there isn’t an answer, I’ll feel better by writing it down.

I’ve looked for a pair of helping hands. But I couldn’t feel them, couldn’t see them.

I only face towards the darkness and hear sounds of my hopeless screams.

Okaasan, will I be able to get married?

Arigatou Goizamasu..

What is so special about this drama?

1 Litre of Tears is based on a true story which followed the journey of a 15 year old girl named Aya Kitou. At the tender age 15, Aya was diagnosed with a rare disease called Spinocerebellar Degeneration, a disease which eventually affects her nervous system. She’ll slowly experience mobility and speech difficulty and later succumbs to coma state and finally death. Sadly, till this day, there’s NO cure for this degenerative condition which last for the remainder of the patient’s life.

Anybody who had this disease may think of dying and giving up hope. I’m sure I’ll. But not Aya, she leads her life to the fullest till her death at the age of 25. During the 10 years, she did not spent it by mourning or go on a blaming spree. She continue living and kept writing on her diary until she no longer has the ability to hold a pen. The diary was something like a reminder and motivation for her not to give up. Throughout her struggle to find hope, she shed tons of tears many many times. Her heartwarming diary was published shortly before her death and it went on to inspire people who had the same disease like her. Not only that, her courage and positive attitude towards life also touched people from all walks of life to live on no matter how small is the hope.

Kadang-kadang...tapi....

2010-11-22T13:21:00.006+08:00

Ini adalah sebuah cerita tentang kadang-kadang....tapi....

Kadang-kadang bukan lupa tapi tak kesempatan...

Kadang-kadang bukan tak nak ambil tahu tapi takut dikatakan busy body...

Kadang-kadang ingin menjaga persahabatan tapi yang lain pula terluka...

Kadang-kadang ingin jadi terbaik tapi dikatakan tonjol diri...

Kadang-kadang tak pernah sibuk tapi kata sibuk...

Kadang-kadang rasa dilupai tapi diketepikan...

Kadang-kadang nak buat tak tahu sahaja tapi diri tak sampai hati...

Kadang-kadang.....tapi....

Itulah cerita kadang-kadang...tapi....

dalam kehidupan kita mana boleh lari dari kadang-kadang dan tapi.....

...salamantini's family.....

2009-06-02T01:21:00.015+08:00

SALAMANTHINI???

Whats that???
a noun?? a verb?? no no no
one of my friend asked me..."is that a name of a lizard???"
OMG....

for your information...salamantini is just a name...
it comes from the father of salamantini...Mr Kei...

what is so unique bout this salamantini's family??
wanna know....check this out!!!

all these people are the one who make this salamantini's family unique.....
this family consists of 10 members....3 boys and 7 gurls...

start from the father of salamantini...

kei
eemir
faey
alyaa
athirah
gee
aisyah
aj
dinah
mira

actually this family have a lot of great memories together throughout this 2 semester....most of us are in the same class.....except faey...she has to change to D class...

Ehm....I wanna write all the memories after the exams...Imagine just 3 days and we had a very2 great day together gether tau!!!

DAY 1

All of us going to PAS....
not politics kay...
we all goin to Plaza Alam Sentral... on that evening...

u noe what happened???!!!

we met....awal...Awal Ashari....OIAM MCee..

That day was Friday so...apa lagi...we all really enjoy...
we went to karaoke....macam biasalah...
Faey da best singer ever....not to forget our ustazah....sorry ustazah no nasyid here ...dangdut can ar???
memori daun pisang lalalalalala.....

then after that we went to watch OIAM...ester go ester....

i support Ester not TOMOK....

DAY 2

we went there by taxi...and only 6 of us...the other 4 busy with other commitments....

so...the people who went to bukit cerakah were...

me,faey,dinah,mira,alyaa and aisyah...

actually dulu lama dah nak pergi ke bukit Cerakah nie sejak miss Afni dok promote kat dlm klas lg...

but after the exams then only we had a chance to go there...

wow dis place damn great....

i like it....

so as my friends....

we went there early in the morning and go back around 2 something....

we just bring 2 bottles of 100+ imagine dat!!!!!

ehm....

firstly, we all go around wif the bus....
then we walk and move to the house that called Four seasons...

welcome to.....bukit cerakah haha...

then, we all move on to the adventure zone...
we took bicycle....long time din ride wif bicycle...can i??

best bangat dpt nek beskal....

dh lme x nek nieh.....sonok sgt2....

wow mmg adventure gler la...
kami sume g taman buah buahan, taman sayur syuran, taman kaktus and byk lg la...

this is taman kaktus....tgk betapa happynye sume wpun di tgh2 panas nie...

DAY 3

we decide to go to bangi-putrajaya....

doin wat???
we wanna go to ALAMANDA...

thanx to dinah and her father coz fetch us from Bangi to Alamanda...

wow..at Alamanda....
UNINVITED.....first cite scary omputeh yg g tgk hak2...

forget to tell the story in the ktm...

kei met his friend...lol...hak2...a bangla...hehe

* salamantini's like to take photos...so...anywhere and everywhere we will snap picture haha....

that's a few story bout salamantini's family....i will put more bout this family...

...5 Al-Azhar...

2008-12-10T15:25:00.020+08:00

Inilah kelas kesayangan ku...berselerak??
ehm busy study sampai tak sempat nak kemas..btw nie klas paling cantik tau ahakz...

kelas nie ada 25 orang...13pompuan-12 lelaki...

kelas nie diberi nama 5 Al-Azhar selepas proses pengundian...anyway we all love this class name...

lagi satu!!! kami ada bela ikan emas...sume tu idea mamai,fbi,acap n mae...x kenal?? x pe nanti ak kenalkan k...

kelas paling ceria...5 Al-Azhar...

Berdiri(kiri-kanan): akmal,shahzada,siva,naqib,ismail,faiz,zulnaim,arif,eemir
Duduk baris ke 2: acap,aida,oii,subaihah,sock jin,faiza,yuges,liyana
Duduk baris hadapan: normi sharul,syafiqah,hui di, shu xian.

...'WE GO ON'...

we all love dis class....as i owez said 'WE GO ON' hehe... aku yang bagi moto tu utk klas nie sbb ak ske sanagt lagu tu dr walt disney...

anyway...selaku pres klas nie ak cuba wat yg terbaik dan jadikan class nie lively...byk program yg klas nie wat berjalan dengan lancar...

we are having...
party klas lepas mid sem...berbuka pose sme2...last party together(dpn blok 5)..drama kerusi n mcm2 lagi lah... luckily sume warga klas nie bg response dan kerjasama dengan baik...

ehm...first time kami wat party...kat sebelah DS...waduh2 ingatkan senang nak nyalakan api..rupa2nya susah gak..nasib bek la abg bad dtg tlg kami...neway we all really have fun during that nite....

next program ialah drama antara kelas...we managed to get 2nd dat time...tajuk drama ialah KERUSI...heronya Akmal dan heroinnya Aida Sarida....

ketika di Bulan Ramadhan kami berkumpul sekali lagi untuk majlis berbuka puasa...majlis kami begitu simple tetapi amat bermakna bg kami semua...simple things keep in the heart forever!!!

Tidak mengira bangsa....
we live as a happy family!!!

suka duka, gelak tawa kami harungi bersama....

tidak sangka masa berlalu dengan pantas...setahun bagaikan sehari bersama...setiap pertemuan pastinya berlaku perpisahan....saat beginilah yg paling ak tdk suka.... ak rindukan setiap saat bersama rakan2 ku...byk yang kami lalui...selepas mlm nie adakah kita semua akan berkumpul semula kembali??? semuanya ditentukan oleh Allah swt...

mlm ini di perkarangan blok 5...buat kali terakhirnya kami berkumpul bersama2...=)

sesuatu yg bermula pasti ada akhirnya....

kata2 terakhir drpd pres...

kenangan yang menggembirakan ini hanya dirasai sekejap sahaja...
setahun berlalu bagaikan sehari...
setiap saat pasti akan di rindui oleh setiap warga klas al-azhar...

...form 4...

2008-12-10T13:12:00.007+08:00

Time mendaftar MRSM aku ditempatkan di kelas Dailami dan homeroom aku homeroom RHO...
pastinya time tu aku tak biasa dgn nama-nama camnie dan life mrsm nie...
my mama homeroom Cik Azizan...and tiada cikgu kelas....

Semuanya guna bahasa singkatan kat sini cam DS(dewan selera),DSL(dewan sri lanang),PSP(pusat sumber pembelajaran)..huh first time aku kat sana kena ingat banyak nama-nama singkatan nie...pening gak lah masa tu...

4 Elit 4(2006)

Ini adalah kelas tingkatan 4 semester 2...
masa Tingkatan 4 aku tak lah aktif sgt...aku duduk diam je sebab nak biasakan diri dengan suasana kat sini...

kelas elit 4 nie agak gempak jugak lah...hehe masa competition UNGA... my group JAPAN...ada agnes,kasturi,hui di,faiza,sukedeve,ard,atikah,izzah,yap and pina....

duduk di kelas ini best jugak....

tp bila melangkah ke 2007 (tingkatan 5) kami semua perlu dirombak semula dan sekali lagi bertukar kelas...

...school life....

2008-12-10T12:29:00.006+08:00

Inilah kenangan yang tak dpt aku lupakan sampai ke akhir hayat ku...school life...

byk sangat kenangan bersama kwn2, cikgu2 danmak cik DS kat MRSM PDRM nie...

Sblm ak melangkah masuk ke MRSM ak amat sedih kerana meninggalkan sesuatu yang amat ak cintai dan sayangi...pada thn 2002 selepas UPSR ak teringin sgt nak masuk ke MRSM...tetapi tak de rezeki time tu kowt...ak meneruskan pelajaranku ke St Michael Institution, Ipoh. Aku berada di St Michael sampai form 3 then ak dapat MRSM...benda yg ak cintai dan sayangi adalah Michaelian Military Band(MMB). Ak x sampai hati nak meninggalkan MMB...ak tak pernah pown mengharap pergi ke asrama wpun dah amek borang MRSM time trial... ak rasa juz apply jur... x mungkin dpt sbb ak tau kemampuan ak berbanding dgn budak mrsm... tgk2 ak menerima surat untuk ke MRSM dan mendaftar pada 27 Mac 2006...

di sinilah bermulanya detik aku di mrsm....